so sam said i should post something up since i havent been due to exams. im really tired, and i cbs thinking....
i dont know wat it is, but it made me think,
about all our goodtimes, and everything.
i cant believe, that its all gone,
memories aside, its all lost.
looking back, i remember the good times we had,
once in the front, now in the fckn back.
remember how, ud always call urself fat,
id say hell no, wtf happened to that?
the more that i rhyme, the more i remember,
from when we first met, and now in november.
i made u laugh, and u made smile,
im thinking back, file by fckn file.
"oui oui" yes, u use to teach me french,
day after day, slowly we became good friends.
id always tell u, wat was on my mind.
think its safe to say, u were my spine.
keeping me up, everytime i need a hand,
wen nobody else would, you would understand.
u would share, ur daily experiences,
i bagged u, ud threaten me with consequences.
your favourite line, "this tuff guy."
quite confident, never told each other lies.
by time, we got closer and closer,
thats why in the end, we're further from each other.
i truly apologise, for the things i've done wrong,
blame myself, it was i that broke our bond.
u were innocent, just another victim.
im sorry, i really didnt mean it.
never intended to ever bring u pain,
now my heart sinks, everytime i hear ur name.
there are somethings, id rather not remember,
how i had an accident, arrived an hour later.
floats in my mind, the thought how i called u,
u rejected my calls, turned off ur phone too.
few days after, we finally got to talk,
went outside, for a little walk.
told u everything, all the truth.
thought afterwards, wed both be cool.
so i was wrong, no we werent,
u told me, u were deeply hurt.
so we didnt talk for quite sometime,
said u needed, to get me off ur mind.
after that, we talked maybe once or twice,
it was never the same, never felt right.
we couldnt go back, the way we use to be.
i hate myself, it was all cos of me.
i dont even know why, i keep causing u trouble,
my minds all fcked up, tangled in cables.
maybe i just miss the frend, that was always there,
or cos i feel guilty, cos i brought u tears.
but, thinking back, theres alot of things id change,
then again, our good times, that'll always stay the same.
-somethings are hard to let go, its always in ur mind. it sucks for me too. thinking back, brought me smiles and frowns. sorry.
