interval

and im changing my perspective,

im set on changing the way i live,

and although you're a big part of my life,

on somethin else, i gotta set my eye,

its part of something much larger,

but feelings for you, i'll always harbour,

if you ever decide, to change your mind,

i'll still be right here, for you to find,

seeing you the other day,

made me realise

im not ready to walk through this archway,

im probably not worth the trouble anyway,

you could do better than me anyday,

even though i'll be on hiatus,

call me, and i'll be there in an instant,

but right now, im useless,

nothing more than worthless.

aphotic.

mate, i'm lost
i feel like anytime now, im going to see jeff probst,
it feels like a jungle, and im being attacked,
from all angles, by assassins dressed in black,
being hit with the force of a thousand humpbacks,
unable to defend, cause all they do is backstab,
find my weakspot, and exploit it,
but cheating, they refuse to admit,
even though these bandits know its not legit,
walking around in circles,
walking with the pace of a turtle,
no sign of help, even though im done seeking,
and the pain is still ever increasing,
this jungle of pain is never ending,
hopefully the exit, im nearing,
so i can find you,
and finally end my suffering.

change

Dedicated to a frend :(

sometimes, u dont realise, wats realy going on,
u dont see it at first, until it is gone.
u think it will be here, and never change,
u turn ur back, already not the same.
when, will people, start to see,
maybe, its how, its suppose to be,
maybe, this, could just be fate,
everything has its expiry date.
yes, ill miss, wat we had,
through thick and thin, happy and the sad.
always remember, how u made me smile,
how u lined me up, tile by tile.
u showed me, what love really means,
it all seemed, like a dream.
i cant believe, how lucky i was,
to have somebody, that i love and trust.
but, i guess, things began to fade,
our love fell apart, braid by braid.
i need to finally, face the truth,
that i cant always, be ur dude.
baby, you i will never forget,
u will always have a spot, in my chest.

- i guess i must agree in this case, that theres no forever in reality, but make everything worthwhile as it lasts. have no regrets. goodluck man.

treble

you are my escape from the cruel harsh reality,
you are the soul that fills my cavity,
you are what keeps me calm,
you are what keeps me from doing harm,
you are that shoulder to cry on,
you are the arms that hold strong,
you are what keeps me entertained,
you are the outlet for feelings strained,
you are unable to be abstained,
you are the strong faith, never waned,
you are the chains that keep me grounded
you are what nurses me when im lovesick,
you are that amazing friendship, music.

playlist

yeah hi.

something different right

not my usual stuff

showing a side that ain't so rough

maybe you'll like my soft side

so come along for the ride

new playlist!! :D

alright so for this im noy going to rhyme cos i really cbs.
im very tired today :(
sorry.

but enjoy MY new playlisttt

:)

random something :S

noticed, its been a while since my last post.
my reply to her, was last thing that i wrote.
new term, school starts, 4th of october,
homework due early, sacs came quicker.
methods sac, harder than i thought,
forgot everything, that i was once taught.
piss me off, cos i studied hard,
whoever wrote that sac, fckn retard.
think i got 60, or even less,
sinking feeling in my chest.
hope i do well, so i can do 3/4.
feel so tired, like i came back from war.
going to take a rest, on msn.
fck around some more, once again. =="

stars, please.

individuality, thats what sets you apart,

thats why you have a place in my heart,

you're special, one of a kind,

to the other girls, im blind,

flaws you say, i see nothing of,

if you fall, i'll be your rock,

time for you, is precious i understand,

but don't worry, i'll be here always, like a doorman,

any troubles, i'll be the solution,

to my dark world, you did brighten,

what we have is like a puzzle,

maybe im bein a lil bit too wishful,

but wishin over the summer,

we'll pick up that final puzzle piece together.